Tonight made me feel a little weird. I'm skeptical of what things might be like in the new coming year. I don't like to be put in a position where I want someone to feel a certain way about me and I also don't like having time for significant people in my life.

I always like to think back at what I was doing a year ago. Last year at this time I was, celebrating Thanksgiving on my own watching Six Feet Under wondering what it would be like to not have to depend on anyone to take care of me.

I was also working 2 jobs six days a week. I will be doing that soon, so it shouldn't be so bad. I've been through worse times in my life.